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The Bad Side of Bipolar, Part ?
how can i be so scared of something i know can not ever happen? half a century old almost and i’m sitting still, scared of a ghost it makes me wonder where all the healing, all the time, and all…
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Most recent pic
Gotta work on good headshot, but we’re getting closer. This was just me playing around with the camera myself this afternoon. Ed & I need to do some serious before & after shots to document the weight loss very well,…
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So, about Robin…..and about depression….about suicide…..about life….
***Started as a draft on Thursday early a.m. and them saved although unexpectedly public, just as I was really starting to form my thoughts, and I’m just now about to put this together & put it “out there”….it’s about as…
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Learning….unexpected things and a bit painful
So….I got all this great stuff going on in life, right? Yeah, i do. I’d have to say that by most accounts, right now, my life is probably the happiest that it’s been in many, MANY years. I’d even venture…
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a little record keeping, personal reconciliation, awakening notes
So today was a day of realignment, awakening, reassigning and the like….some residual sadness, and the inevitable residual physical and mental/emotional strain and exhaustion. I remember feeling like this every single day years ago. I can’t believe I ever felt…
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The change must never stop….
Last night, I did not handle myself well. Not for a man who is telling himself that he feels enlightened over days from his past. Not for a man who feels he has escaped from the powers of previous…
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Updated “Worth The Wait” site; lyrics uploaded
Well I have added the “Songs” page to the WTW project site and tonight, uploaded the first draft of lyrics to “No, Father” as it stands right now. Yes it’s dark, and needs a lot of work but it’s now…
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One of the many things about Austin that I just love…..
I am kinda digging what I am writing on my own site here because I don’t have to worry that I’m being judged by the few that actually read my stuff, when I’m having an off moment and decide to…
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Frustrations of weight loss & age….
I don’t really know if anyone is reading this as I haven’t been sending my posts directly to facebook for the last few days – where I’ve lived my life as an open book for the past 5 years –…
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